I’m still missing you…

They say time heals, so why isn’t time helping me?

We were  best friends or so I thought.

You turned out to be selfish with your love and only gave me part of your heart.

You couldn’t love me ; only yourself
So I walked away.

I’m wanting you to end up lonely but

I’m left  wondering, what if I had stayed.

I’m trying to hate you, but find it hard.

Why did you build a wall?

Leaving me to delete all traces of you…

Life goes on.

I’ve  been dating.

But sometimes I imagine it’s you and not him holding my hand.

Maybe I’m wrong “using” another to forget , but I’m determined to let go of an imaginary love.

It only broke my heart.

What a fool I was to believe in you.

Why did you have to lie ?…

You’re unable to love anyone fully.

You’re a victim of love,  Why?

Fearing commitment;  the thought of  abandonment, too powerful ?

Crazy thoughts take over so  subconsicously  you nuke the one love that might  save you.

Now, I’m with him, but  it’s you I dream about.

And I’m still missing you…wishing I didn’t walk away…

But I had to leave.

Because you could only love me with half of your heart.

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